Syeda Humera Aisha

 Woh kafi bara sehan tha , asmaan pura khula hua tha, dhoop ser pr chamak rahi thi haddey nigah tak mujhey koi nazar nahi araha tha aik ajeeb si khamoshi ka raj tha aur mey preshan khareey hoyee thee mery hont khushk thay magar mujhey pyass  mehsose nahi horahi thee aik ajeeb kaifiat ka shikar thi kuki mujhey samajh nahi araha tha mey kia kron,koi bohat tumbihee andaz mey keh rah tha ke tumhey nazar nahi arah 'ke sehan mey kitna koora jama ho raha hey chalo jharoo uthao aur sasfaee kro'sehan ke aik koney mey bohat bara bergad ka darakht tha usskey patey porey sehan mey bikhrey hoye they,  lakin jharoo kahan sey ayegi ?yeh aik swal tha jo mery zehan mey bar bar arah tha jharoo kahan sey laon kesey safaee kron,mujhey jab kuch samjh mey nahi aya tou meney apni aurhni utar ker uss sey safaee shuru ker di ke achanak phi wohi awaz mery kanon sey takraee 'aorhni ser per dal o tumhey pta nahi yeh bohat baree Dergha hey' abkey bar uss awaz mey thorey ghusey ki amezish bhi thi.l

Khidmat-e -khaq hamaree zindagi ka bohat hi ahem hissa hey iss ke bagehr hum adhurey hein kuki hamree saree zindagi ki hasil hamaree issey practice mey hey kuki hr hr gunah ki maafi hey pr isski aisey nahi,balkey sab sey bari baat Allah passand kerta hey iss amal ko 

                                               Qaed-e Hayat bando gham asl mey dono aik hein                                                 Mout sey phely aadmi gham sey nijat paey kiuon    Beshak, tamam gham ,mushkilen,preshanian sab zindagi ke sath hi hein sirf aik mout hi hey jo in sab sey nijat dilaye gi,majbori ye hey ke hum mout ki dua bhi nahi ker saktey lakin intezar zaror ker saktey hein.aur iss doran ka jo waqt hey qaid-e-heyat hi hey,Roh tou bechain hi rehtee hey apney rab sey milney ke liye aur Hukm-e-Rabbi ke intezar mey rehtee hey  ussey kisee pal chein nahi milta  shayed issee liye roz raat ko woh jissm sey kuch waqt ke liye azad hojatee hey lakin yeh tou roh ka mamila hey Dil ka kia krey?woh kahan jaey aur kesey jaey usko bhi yaqinan apney mehboob sey milney ki arzo hotee hey tou woh kia bas Mout ka intezar krey kia uska mehboob ussey dunia mey nahi mil sakta.Dil ka kam sirf yahan dharakna hey dil ki dharkan mehsos ki jasaktee hey lakin tarap aur bechanee sirf w

Bey khabri kia hotee hey mey tou khud iss sey bekhaber hon,mery tou bachpan sey leker ab tak bekhbri mey hi zndagi guzaree jiss ka meujheu haqeeqatan bohat nuqsan pohencha lakin bachpan ki beykhabri ney mujhey sakoon diya aur sakoon ki neend dee jiska ab mujhey pta chala ke sakoon ki neend kia hotee hey,lakin masala ab bhi woh hi hey ke kia bekhabree achee hey ya nahi mery kum ilm honey kee wajeh sey mey iss baat ko sahi sey samajh nahi paee.Bey ilmee insan ko besakoon ker detee hey aur uskey kamon mey rukawat daltee heyaur usko bey chain kiye detee hey.                                                                         yaqeenan bey khabri aur bey ilmee mey farq hoga kukey bey ilmee ka hona tou jahalat hey magar bey  khabri ka hona shayed jahalat nahi hey.                                                                        bey ilmee agar deen sey ho wou jhalat ke sath mery nazdeek gunah bhi hey aur agar apney aap sey bey ilmee ho tou aisa koi masala nahi magar agar apney aap

kia hota jo yeh dunia sirf aik rang ki hotee   kisse ko nahi maloom  ke kessee hotee  aur kesi lagtee   ku k ham toun rangon k adi ho chukey hei ,hamaree zindagi mey jabtak rang nahi tou kuch nahi hum in rangon key bagher kessey reh saktey hein?reh saktey bhi hein k nahi?iss ka jawab zahir hey k hr aik ka mukhtalf bhi hosakta hey aur shayed milta julta bhi.Rang aur roshni ke bagher tou na hum reh saktey hein aur na hi rehney ka tassaver kr saktey hein lakin kuch Allah ke Bandey iss me barey mahir hein.dunia ki rageenia unkey liye bey mayeni hotee hey ku k woh dunia ki ranginion ko bey rang samajhtey hein aur bzahir bey rang chezon mey rang talash kertey hein lakin woh hoti unki matlab ki heyku k unkee ankhon mey tou Allah ki mohabbat ka Rang chara hota hey.uskey baad Shareyet mey hi gum hotey hein phir Shareyet ko letey hoye Tareqat ki rah mey gamzan hotey hein unhein kahan fursat ke rangeen dunia ki taraf tawajuh dein woh tou Noor ki roshni mey hotey heinaur N oor bazahir tou aik ran